I wake up this morning.....feeling HORRID

woke up......felt so BADi had smoke 2 cig's ( not even my brand.....some crap tasting"longs" which I never would have smoked ) with my dad and my brother last nightknew I would have to come to the board this morning.....confess (for lack of better terms) and re start my meter (really hated the thought of both )then it dawned on me (and yes i really was awake by this time )it was a horrid dream!!my dad, and my brother had both already died from cancer!wow!!what a trip the mind is ehh??Eight months, two weeks, one day, 13 hours, 24 minutes and 50 seconds. 9049 cigarettes not smoked,Herbal cigarettes, saving $1,673.90. Life saved: 4 weeks, 3 days, 10 hours,stop smoking now, 5 minutes.and there is my luvely meter....still in tactnever get too cocky with a quit i guess.....thanks gang!!!!