Just need to vent

So good morning,I just want to vent.....here it is... the boyfriend and i quit smoking together on December 1st he quit for about 3 days and cheated in that time but then went back to a pack a day telling me its too hard...like i didnt know that....all i could think about was smoking. Then he told me that he had quit just for me and that he was going to get prepared like i did and quit on New Years. All good he smokes outside and not in my car. So he kept saying how he was ready to quit and new years came and he quit and again said it was too hard and now again he is back to a pack a day. i am a little angry its difficult knowing its in the house and i still choose not to smoke...... So I guess i just feel that he gave up too easy. i never suggested that he quit because i had made the decision to quit,quit smoking now, i dont even know what made me decide to quit it just kept coming into my mind and i decided it was time, and i am ready to have things in life and the money i spend on smoking will that i am saving now will help me get that. so now he is acting mad at me because i quit and he didnt......Not even sure if this makes sense. i just needed to vent. I am not really jealous that he is smoking anymore,quit smoking, i get a little anxious when he does go outside but i dont grill him when he comes back in and ask him how they taste like i did in the begingging so i know that i am getting better. i now realize that even when he brushes his teeth the smell of the cigarettes comes from deep within our longs and i can still smell it. ok i am just rambling i should stop. just needed to vent. thank you for letting me share.