SOS_22254

I don't know what is wrong with me. We went out last night, spent about 5 hours in a bar with some friends, all of whom smoke, and I was fine. Just fine. Didn't take one drag. So why, this morning, do I feel like day one again? I honestly feel like I am going through physical withdrawls. In my head I am thinking,smoking cessation, go to the store,quit smoking now, by a pack, take one out and give the rest to the woman behind the counter. Tell her to give them away to the next poor sucker that buys a pack. I can not do that. I know I can't. Logic tells me every thing that I would be giving up...but I want one so bad. Someone help please!! I can't start over again. I just can't. Someone please talk some sense into me!!