I want to quit NOW

Hello I'm Samantha and I need to quit; I'm a hard period of my life but that's just an excuse. I want to quit. I use nicotine patches. I quit so many times I can't even recall how many times. But I want this to succeed. Are there any good tips or advices from 'relapsers' who did finally quit for good? I really need to do this for myself I do.I drink a lot of fluid. My grandma's funeral will be on thursday and I'm in a bad place but smoking causes me to have psychotic symptoms and having breathing problems. I might come here very often to talk if that's okay!Good luck everyone